I’m not very good with emotions and stuff, I usually shut everything deep down inside. It’s difficult for me to develop a emotional connection with pretty much anyone.
It’s just hard for me to loosen up. When I do and something doesn’t go the way I wanted, I tend to have little to no control over myself… like when Cyclops loses his glasses or when The Hulk gets really angry, things just get out of hand. However… while out-of-control Cyclops and big-angry-green Hulk are fighting crime, I’m pushing people that I care about away with incoherent-childish actions and drama.
I’m very secure about myself. I know “ME”, my personality, my good side, my bad side, I know all of me and this emotional unbalance (?) is the only thing that I really, really don’t like it at all.
But I’m gonna work on it. I’m gonna try and be a better person.
This is one of the saddest things I have ever seen.
- You have to believe in something.
- I believe in a world that I can and do understand. A rational universe explained through rational means.
- I love you. That’s not rational.